You Blessed Me Still

Dear Heavenly Father...
Do you have a moment for a foolish daughter?
It's been awhile since I've been down on my knees
Too busy running from my weariness
Hiding from responsibilty
Doing whatever I please.
But my heart was always true Lord
I never rejected you Lord.

I rejected me.

I let broken dreams break me
I let sorrow take me.
I let other people move me and rock me and shake me.
All while I slept in apathy, discarded dignity.

But I'm awake now my Father
And by your kindness and grace
Find that I am only bruised, not effaced.
Ready now to stand
And hold again to your Hand
Walk straight into the lion's den
As the strong woman I am
You made me a woman who can.

And even through this, I was blessed.

No matter how weak, low or deplete
Or how many useless tears I weeped
How many foolish hopes I chased
While my true path lay to waste
Love kept flowing into me
As strong and great as my need

My children, my friends, my family... their Love lifted me!

Father, give some of my portion to them
Their living, real love..... their faith in me
It's why I'm strong... it's why I believe.

Lord, thank you so much for them.
Forever and always.. Amen.

Whisper My Dreams Softly to Me

Whisper my dreams softly to me
Tenderly undress our destiny
One by one by one.... by one....
Buttons of seduction slowly undone
Silk revealing pleasure now that you've come
Sweet flesh awaiting your savoring tongue

While desire licks at delectable needs
Unhurried, patiently, consume me
I am your fruit, you are my tree

You are my season, my hopes, my reason
You are the sigh of contentment breathing
Slide in me deeply, 'til you fill me completely
With love shown in every way that you treat me
Because with you, juices of wonder flow sweetly
And wonder of you has grown in me deeply

To you I give my soul to taste
And each day of our lives we face
Memories of us, will be dreams, replaced....

~Silky